As a craft-procrastinator (why I procrastinate on something I love doing? no idea.) Thanksgiving signifies that x-mas is but a month away and if you haven't started making your gifts yet, you need to ASAP. Since this year I am very, very, very, seriously, poor and unemployed all x-mas presents will come to fruition through my super stash of yarn and fabric and my own two hands. I've come to the realization that I can pretty much make and do anything I want depending on my level of interest and my access to materials and tools. I know how to do a ton of amazing stuff and I'm learning more everyday. Yesterday I learned how to nest my seams to make my quilt blocks lay flat, and today I taught myself to make doll clothes patterns with just the measurements I found online. More importantly than realizing that I can do and make and thing I want is that I SHOULD make and do what ever I want. That I should be contributing to the craft community and stop wasting my talent and super awesome studio space by being a "lurker".
This craft-epiphany was due to a culmination of influential women in my life:
- Mama Hughes for being an amazing mentor and for always believing in me, encouraging me and giving me endless opportunities to learn from her and really making me feel like all things are possible.
- Ayla from the Jean M. Auel book The Clan of the Cave Bear for showing me that sharing your talents with the your community enriches the lives of those around you unless you are a complete troglodyte like Broud.
- My very talented friend Katy, (she designed my website and business cards) who was jealous of my craft room and made me realize that I was wasting my precious gift of space and tools and being unappreciative of what I have.
So here is my craft room in all it's glory:
The 1927 White sewing machine you see there on the cutting table was a birthday present from such an unlikely individual I was too shocked not to accept it. It was from my sister's DBBD (dead beat baby daddy), a guy who doesn't really know who I am, and who has never done a nice thing for me or my family. Veeeeeeery strange. I think he thought this would get him an invite to my birthday party. that sooo didn't happen. I was like, stop dealing/using drugs and beating my sister, then we can talk, uhh maybe. sorry, tangent.
I've taught myself to make doll clothes. My cousin who is 9yrs old, loves the American Girl dolls, and Michael Jackson. What better than to make her doll one of the most iconic MJ outfits! I will be making the red sequined military jacket and cropped tuxedo pants that the king of pop made legendary on his Victory tour. Now if i'm super cool, i'm going to attempt the sparkly glove and socks, but we'll see about that. here is the jacket I'm going to attempt to emulate.
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Turkey day was hella laid back with only minor family drama when my sister's dead-beat-baby-daddy (DBBD)decided he was mad at my boyfriend for not being welcome at our new apartment and threatening to
spank his daughter if she didn't behave while at said apartment, and thus, refused to join us for thanksgiving dinner. My initial response in my head is, "you're really mad because we don't let drug dealers/users who beat up my sister while the kids watch into our home, and that we insist that your child mind her manners while she is visiting???" i guess meth really does make you insane. *sigh* this is going to make x-mas veeeeery interesting considering Matt's (my boyfriend, in case you forgot or are new to the blog) zero tolerance policy for drama and other familial bullshit.Black Friday, talk about epic let down! Nothing I wanted (or wanted to buy for someone else) was on sale, or was on sale enough for me to want to buy it. Even my 9 month old nephew protested by smashing his glass bottle on the floor at Wal-Mart. Why my sister uses glass bottles is beyond me. My sister and I gasped in horror, but he laughed and smiled, finding the whole event quite entertaining. this picture is of him biting a defenseless kitten (only joking, no one was defenseless or injured, in case PETA or CPS is reading)
Love:
- Sephora Brand FACE eye makeup removing pads, it really gets it all off even waterproof, it doesn't sting my eyes, and NO sticky residue. I no longer have to remove the eye makeup remover!! and the price isn't bad either.
- I organized all my trim this week, now my lace and ribbons and zippers and whatnot are all organized, now maybe I can get to some x-mas crafting. lol.
- Free and delicious coffee from my new and wonderful credit union. using the Keurig machine is half the fun, but getting FREE, GOOD, chocolate cake flavored coffee is the other half.
- Playing with my niece and nephew. It's one of the few times I can actually let go, cut loose and just have fun. those two are so cute it's just unbelievable.
Hate:
- New Moon movie. ok, I can forgive them for fucking up the vampire lore, I can even forgive them for being a disgusting teen romance series. What I can't forgive is sending the WRONG message to young girls about relationships, healthy break up behavior, and how to treat your family and friends and boys who have feelings for you. Bella Swan is a piece of shit, she is selfish and self centered and treats her the people in her life like garbage. wake up! these boys aren't the life/death of your universe, get some self respect, Edward is emotionally abusive (he hates himself to much to ever really love bella, and bella is too insecure to know better thus pressuring him into huge commitments like marriage and changing her into a vamp) and Jacob practically threatens physical violence that he has "no control" over. this is a VERY POOR role model for young girls to find appealing or romantic. As a feminist I am beyond appalled.
- The cold weather making my bones hurt and living with someone who had a natural body temp of like 103F who never needs the heater who says to me just as I'm getting warm, "it's so hot in here, do we really need this on?"
- Not hearing back (it's been 3 weeks now) from the school district where I applied to be a substitute teacher after they basically told me that I would have a job because I was needed so desperately. I've come in and talked to them twice now and both times they told me the paperwork just hasn't gone through yet. so by the time I start working for them I'll be starving and on the streets and the kids will be like, "oh god no, not the homeless sub, she's the worst!"
- I just want to bold one thing and now the bold wont turn off. guh.
Despite fake neighbors, I'm sticking with VOX. Tumblr was terrible. The content quality of the majority of the users was lame. commenting wasn't an integral part of their structure, "hearting" and re-posting were what you did if you liked something. not the connection and conversation i was looking for in a larger community. The posting interface just re-affirmed my suspicion that tumblr is not interested in blog style content, just pictures that you can heart and repost. it all seemed really superficial and shallow. not that anything that i say here is epic or deep, but it's me and it's real and if people can't interact with it and have a conversation, what is the point? So for now, Vox is home sweet home.
I've been getting some comments and neighborhood
requests from some suspicious looking blogs. the comments will start out, "i like your post...." and then will just cut and paste from another comment or from my actual blog post. Who are these blog bots and what are they doing? the worst part is they are taking pictures of, assumably, real people and slapping a fake name on it and then filling the blogs with un-personal bla-bla-bla, and then posting it with a faulty time and date stamp. here is the most recent of the bunch, tell me this doesn't smell fishy to any of you.If Ikea and Anthropology had a baby it would be Car Mobel. A German company that carries several interiors lines that are popular in Germany and Scandinavia. I found them on decor8, which is a blog I read religiously, if pretty things and nice houses were a religion. subscribe to them if you haven't already!

I want the thread holder on the left!! <3 <3 <3 Tragically they only ship to Germany.





I just love finding things like this, it really helps to inspire my thrift shopping and polish up my ideas about aesthetic.